What a weekend. I am totally worn out. I didn't get to sleep in this morning because STBXBF called and woke me up. We have always had problems about telephone etiquette. That sounds prissy. LOL But, it's the truth. He is one of those people who talks to you when you are on the phone. That irritates me to no end. He also never thinks it might be a bad time to call. Case in point this morning. And, what he wanted? First he asks me what I did last night (keep in mind that he stopped over here around 9PM and he knew each of my girls had a friend over - WTF did he think I did????), so I say, Uh went to sleep. Then he says, what did you do Fri night? He knows that I did the Brownie sleepover thing, so I repeat what he already knows and he said, you didn't go to the concert (there was a big country star in town last night and he knows I like to go) - and I said no. By this time, I have an attitude. Then he asks me if I know his friend Doug. I say not really, why? Then he mentions the concert again. I lose my temper and go off. He apologizes we hang up. Can you friggin believe him. I know, I know, I should tell him it is none of his business, but then that just perpetuates things. And, I know that I am feeding the fire, but I'm working on my defenses. They are a work in progress.

I talked to my friend T last night and I told her that I do not miss him at all. Nada. Zilch. Nothing. I think that speaks louder than anything.

I'm thinking maybe today I can move some more of my stuff after I take their friends home. The sooner I have no ties to him the better.

I'm also working on my detachment process from the article How to Know You are Dating a Loser - this article is the bible for me right now. I keep reading it and reading it to help me not fall victim to his brainwashing tactics. The weirdest thing is how hard it is for me not to "check in" and feel like I have to "report to him", but I'm working on it!!!!!!!!!!!!1