brunilda - thanks for visiting and your suggestion re: getting my shit together b4 I attempt another relationship is spot on

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I need a pause button for life. I am so overwhelmed right now, but I have no one to blame but myself. I had a rule that the girls could only be involved in one activity at a time but somehow we are in Girl Scouts, soccer, gymnastics, and Awanas. Of course, we only have one meeting a month for girl scouts on the 1st of the month, T& TH is soccer practice from 6-7, gymnastics on Tue from 730 until 830, Awanas on Wed from 630 to 8. Tonight is the first night I've been home before 8 all week! Arrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh!!! Like I said, I need a pause button!

STBXBF is trying the same trick that my EH used to use - act like nothing is wrong and act like I'm stupid when I call you on it. It drives me up the wall. Yesterday he happened to pick up his daughter from the afterschool program at the same time I was picking up mine and he came over and asked for a kiss? Are you f'ing kidding me???? My ex used to do this too. Another thing that irritates me is when he compares him violating my boundaries to me refusing to get with his program (i.e. get back together).