The bad thing about being in a relationship with me is I have no time for you. Between work and the girls and sleep, I don't have time for a man. For instance, we get up around 630 or 7 leave the house at 830 (if I'm not going to be late which is mostly all of the time), I work until 530, go pick up the girls get home around 6, change clothes do a couple things around the house start dinner, bam it's 730 or so, eat clean up bam it's 830 put the girls in bed bam it's 9 - do I feel like having sex or even talking to someone? Hell no, I haven't had any me time all day. So, how the hell can I even have a relationship? I've tried to explain this to NG, but I don't think he's getting it. The reality of being with me is that it sucks for the guy (except of course for the sex LOL) but how often do they get it - not often. LOL
And, not to mention how many nights we go do something whether it be cheerleading, soccer, bday party, blah blah blah. I'd like to know how other women do it.

Fusion - that's us women - we analyze. LOL

-d that's sort of my thoughts, but I don't want to let him mentally fuck them up which I think he's capable of doing

rider - your welcome glad you back I read you before you stopped posting for a while and just happened to check back in on you and bam LOL


Oh, and XH called work again. He thinks he's being slick by blocking his number and whispering (which he is because now I can't prove it's him) but I know his voice. Yeah, he called this morning b4 I got to work and whispered, "I love you.". He needs to get a fucking life. How he has the nerve is beyond me.