The therapist will see the girls next week. I am not letting them go to the visitation this week even if he doesn't cancel. Honestly, I seriously doubt he would do anything, so what's to lose and at least I'll know they are safe. After they see the therapist, I think I'm just going to file something anyways and ask for supervised visitation and him some parenting classes and even maybe counseling - I don't know. The therapist talked about involving CPS but that just gives me the creeps for some reason, I've just seen so much incompetence demonstrated in story after story about those agencies.

Been reading my archives from my old blog trying to decipher when oldest changed from the perfect angel to how she is now. When I think back to when she was a toddler, she was better behaved then than she is now. I mean she was almost amazing.